mercredi 12 septembre 2018

Lady of the Lake

This story begins on a blissful morning at the end of June, shortly after the Summer Solstice.


This is the beautiful scene that welcomed me as I approached the lake.



I am still there somehow, my heart bursting with joy, swimming in the warm, healing and loving waters of the lake, each of my grateful strokes opening up another set of ripples in the sky – this fluid mirror that does not separate the world from its reflection, but invites you, instead, to dive in, and to feel how everything is one.


Can you see me, tiny and far away, swimming in a puddle of light?


And then I emerge from the water and simply stand on the dock, absorbing the beauty of the moment, while the morning sun and the breeze gently bless my skin.


Ah, lady Dragonfly. Thank you so much for your lively and iridescent company.

The water seemed to be breathing.

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This journey actually begins two years ago, when the Fox unexpectedly reappeared in my life. It was early September, and I was resting in my secret place on the hill after an exhausting Summer. The crows were making a particularly loud report on the current situation, when I became aware that there was a message for me in their call. “Come on, get up! Get up on your feet and look over here!”


Crows are my allies and they often keep me company.


So I did, and I saw him right away, his rust-coloured fur gloriously revealed by the afternoon sun. He was trotting swiftly uphill while the crows followed him from tree to tree, signalling his presence even when he was out of view, until he eventually disappeared in one of his secret underground alleys.

I hadn’t seen the Fox in person for several years, though he has been active in the texture of my life as a spirit animal for a long time – and there he was in full daylight, three days before my birthday!


His slender silhouette does not appear here, but it might...


I felt a deep joy rising in my heart, from the pure pleasure of this encounter, an a secret knowing that his visit was a prelude to something else.

When I came back home that evening, I found an email from Gayá (also know as Mélody at the time), inviting me to a small gathering that would take place in October, at her forest home, to make my own shamanic drum with several other women friends.

My heart, body and soul answered at the same time: Yes.






This invitation, I realized, was an answer to the prayer I had made to the universe in May when I met Gayá, who is a wonderful, inspiring medicine woman: I wish to find my own sacred path within the ways of Nature.


Spending time with these small, delicate, resilient beings brings forth my true Nature.


So a few weeks later, in October, I discovered the enchanted land named Earth of Essence, which is nested in the wooden hills of Outaouais, a beautiful region of Quebec, in Eastern Canada, where Gayá lives with her family.


The Blue House, shining amongst the Maple trees.


It was thus my first encounter with the Lady of the Lake – this gentle feminine spirit that welcomes you when you stand by the water, particularly in the morning… or at night under a thousands of stars, blissfully and completely bewitched.

(To the point that you don't want to go back inside for your camera.)


Can you feel the soft, moist and fresh breeze?

At the time the water was too cold for a swim, unfortunately.

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The crafting of this traditional shamanic drum (or tewegan) is a story in itself, but I will just say that it was a long, challenging, deep and magical process. I felt sustained by our circle of women, and by the presence of Jacques Nadon, our drum-making guide from Les Tambours Mikinak , who is truly acting “for All Our Relations”, in the traditional way.


For the drum beater, I later replaced the felt given by Jacques, using instead a small embroidered piece of purple cotton that my parents brought from Guatemala when we were living in Panama.


We had a ceremony to honour and give thanks to the animals whose hides had been saved for us (a Wapiti and a Bison) – and another ceremony, one month later, to activate the unique, sacred healing energy of our drums within the Native American Medicine Wheel.


The night before, there was also a women's circle by the fire, just between us.


This connection with the healing powers of the natural world was transmitted to our drums through Jacques, whose own traditional drum had been activated by an Algonquin elder’s… our drums were therefore linked to many, many generations of drums and drum bearers.

I can feel their presence when I talk with my tewegan, here on this land, where a vast majority of their people have been chased away and wronged in many, many ways. I bow to you, Elders and Ancestors, asking humbly for your benevolence and guidance.


Grandmother Moon rising at dawn.


The drumbeat of all shamanic drums also connects us with the heartbeat of our Mother Earth… and this was in fact the very reason I felt the need to make one for myself. 


Last year, I also made a small bundle of feathers to sage myself before ceremonies.


During the long, snow-covered Quebec Winters, I can’t “Touch the Earth” to ground myself like I do in Summer – walking barefoot on the hill, absorbing Nature gratefully through all my senses. Instead, I drift into my head often, struggling to remain warm...

By March, I have already stretched myself too thin, and when Spring arrives in May, I am usually exhausted and vulnerable.


How they long to touch the ground, these pine needles... and yet, how lovely they are in the April light!


So all through Autumn, that year, I talked with my tewegan often, listening to her voice, recalling ancient memories on how it feels to be connected to the spirits of the land through the rhythms of your drum.


There might well be a forest deva in this space between the three birches.


I let my fingers run on her skin to evoke rain splattering the leaves, hooves galloping on the ground, wind blowing in the trees.


Even silence has its own sound and rhythm in the forest.


 Somehow, I was also awakening to my own true Nature.

And there was no going back...

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To be continued in a few days! Thank you for taking this journey with me  :o)


2 commentaires:

  1. I just love the way you describe tiny things and feelings... so deeply translated through your profound, poetic and personnal prose.

    It helps me to understand your strong link to your/our Mother Earth and takes me back to my own significant encounter with a lake, years ago in Michigan, at Green Bay...

    By the way I named 'Green Bay' the rowboat I repaired and restored to take rides on 'La Sèvre' near our parents' house... I already went for a row with the kiddos this summer... peaceful (and fun) ! I would love to do that with you too... to the rythm of your tewegan !
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    Encore bon anniversaire ma sœurette !
    Et bravo aussi pour les belles photos si évocatrices.
    Tou es zoune arrtiste ! ��

    bizzz

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    1. Thank you for taking the time to write such a thoughtful, heartfelt comment - it means a lot to me :)

      Merci d'avoir pris le temps d'écrire ici ce commentaire attentionné et chaleureux ! Ça signifie beaucoup pour moi :)

      Je ne savais pas que tu étais allé au bord du lac Michigan, j'espère que tu pourras me raconter cette expérience un de ces jours !

      Et je suis ravie de savoir que cette barque est finalement en service sur la Sèvre, j'aimerais beaucoup y faire un tour lors de ma prochaine visite, hopefully with you and the kiddos :)

      Much love dear Brother

      xo

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